Alone in my head,
I’m feeling so low,
No one can understand,
No one can know.
Anger tears through my heart .
Honestly I don’t know where to start .
The thought that I am forgetting my dreams
Is making me hear my heart’s screams.
Deep down inside,
I know it’s my fault,
So I’m just going to lock it,
Away in my vault.
Pain and fear tear through my soul .
I never wanna let it go
A fear like no other takes over me
I’m cold and alone.Then a thought occupies me,
“Don’t regret it,
Don’t forget it,
Life is short,
Make the moments worth.”
It eases the wound’s pain,
Wound made so deep due to my regret,
Then I feel
The wound is never going to heal.
Life is never what I want it to be
I always end up right where I began
I hate myself more every day
I can’t stand myself in any way .
I’m scared that my life is done
Oh my god what have I done??